A queen’s apology..

I know that an apology no matter how earnest will help, Yet here I kneel before you, begging at your feet. Beseeching you find it in your heart to forgive me. For a grave sin I' ve commited. You may not know it yet... I've broken my word. An honest woman's integrity tarnished. And I... Continue Reading →

Thankful Thursday: School

This week I am thankful for School. it is giving me an escape from all of the things that are dragging me further down. like a small light in a sufficatingly pure, ominous, black abyss. Things that if I didn't have a distraction, might actually kill me. Good night everyone ♡ WHAT are YOU THANKFUL... Continue Reading →

Russian Roulette.

I lay in bed pretending to sleep. For days. I don't eat, I drink only wine. My head hurts. I feel sick, weak. I've become useless. I spin the barrel, round one. I am still alive. I keep up appearances.fff I go to work as scheduled. I keep talking. I smile but it doesn't reach... Continue Reading →

Awake…

I wake every day. I crawl out of bed (literally, my room is small, my bed it too big for it). I put on coffee or tea, depending on my mood. I use the bathroom, Take a shower if time and schedule permit, get dressed, do my light makeup, and spritz my perfume. I pour... Continue Reading →

A Plea to the Light….

Do you ever think about someone, Someone other than yourself? Do you ever consider them, How they may be feeling? What if I told you something, Something I have never told anyone? What if I told you that it is so completely fucked up, So dark, so shitty, that I couldn't tell anyone? Would you... Continue Reading →

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