A Decade, A Recurring Nightmare

Anyone who knows me, knows that nightmares are nothing new for me, and sometimes I even take solace in them. Sometimes, the guilt of your past haunts you forever, and even if consciously you have forgiven yourself, subconsciously you may not have, and it causes you have night mares. For me, the few days, and... Continue Reading →

Thankful Thursday: School

This week I am thankful for School. it is giving me an escape from all of the things that are dragging me further down. like a small light in a sufficatingly pure, ominous, black abyss. Things that if I didn't have a distraction, might actually kill me. Good night everyone ♡ WHAT are YOU THANKFUL... Continue Reading →

Russian Roulette.

I lay in bed pretending to sleep. For days. I don't eat, I drink only wine. My head hurts. I feel sick, weak. I've become useless. I spin the barrel, round one. I am still alive. I keep up appearances.fff I go to work as scheduled. I keep talking. I smile but it doesn't reach... Continue Reading →

Song2Story Saturday: Underneath~

Two years have passed, and I still have not invited him in... He know's my age, my name, my address, my car. He could tell you my eye color, how I have green eyes, with slightly darker flecks, how many freckles are on my face and could even tell you my favorite things in the bedroom...  My... Continue Reading →

Awake…

I wake every day. I crawl out of bed (literally, my room is small, my bed it too big for it). I put on coffee or tea, depending on my mood. I use the bathroom, Take a shower if time and schedule permit, get dressed, do my light makeup, and spritz my perfume. I pour... Continue Reading →

Shattered

Anya and Lance had been friends for a couple years now. Finally Lance asked her to take the next step in life. He wanted to date her. Anya had seen how Lance is with his girlfriends. The perfect gentleman, opening doors, pulling her seat out, covering puddles with his jacket, catching them before they fell,... Continue Reading →

A Plea to the Light….

Do you ever think about someone, Someone other than yourself? Do you ever consider them, How they may be feeling? What if I told you something, Something I have never told anyone? What if I told you that it is so completely fucked up, So dark, so shitty, that I couldn't tell anyone? Would you... Continue Reading →

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